Seriously, I wish you would stop being so impersonal and try looking at things with a different perspective. 

“Uhm, I guess it’s not stupid..” Alright.

and I’ll take want a mile.

I haven’t cried like this in months. it’s somewhat refreshing, but it’s also completely frustrating-I feel so helpless. I don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but I honestly don’t know how else to say it so here goes…

I just wish it didn’t have to come to this to make me realize, but please know I’ve always, always wanted to be there for you. there’s nothing more I’ve ever wanted in our relationship. I want you to be able to talk to me about anything, let me be a part of your life, if just to listen. You’ve grown up so much these past few years and I guess I was too scared to admit it. I turned away and acted like I didn’t care because I thought that’s what you wanted. I wanted to give you the freedom I thought you were looking for. But I don’t want to do that anymore. Please let me be a part of your life, I already feel like a stranger to you.

(via overrated)

and listen?

I hate feeling so asd;lkf because people are so laksjdllaisdh and I don’t know how to explain it, so skjdalskdjalskdnalksdjalksjd!

Things seemed so black &white a minute ago. Now, I don’t know what I believe. I don’t know how I feel about things. I don’t know.

(via covertlyjudy)